There are beliefs I have about myself, so firmly fixed, that it is difficult for me to see that they are based on nothing. I have made mistakes no doubt. But I have sought escape which I mistakenly thought was freedom, in strange ways. Today I question this, not from the point of view of what others think or even what I think, but rather the refernece point from which those idle thoughts are meaningless. Those weird beliefs have nothing to do with the truth of my eternal Self, who I really am. The self I have made is meaningless. My real Self was created eternal with love, light and joy. My freedom requires the acceptance of just one thought~ I am as Love created me, not what I make myself to be. Creation is eternal and unalterable. I am and will forever be exactly as I was created. Light and joy and peace abide in me because my Creator put them there. I put away my foolish self images and experience what has been given me and the Love from which it was created. I can do much today to bring the conviction to my mind that this is true indeed. Namaste.